Terlanjur cinta...

Bilakah masanya untuk aku hadap kembali cerita ini dan habiskannya? Bukan x rindu...tp masa yg kian sempit membuatkan aku hanya mampu menyimpan semua idea di dlm kepala tanpa kesempatan untuk di terjemahkan dalam bentuk bacaan.

Harapannya, cuti 4 hari sempena CNY...bakal membolehkan aku melakarkan apa yg tersimpan di fikiran sekurang2nya...semuka dua...

Terlanjur cinta....

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Bersyukur...

Dah lama aku x mengadap lappy dan meluangkan masa aku untuk mengarang yg betul2 mengarang. Masa yg kian pantas berlalu buatkan aku x punya byk masa senggang. Jika ada, selain mahu kualiti time dgn anak dan hubby...aku juga nk punya masa meluruskan pinggang dan bersantai dgn TV (tu pun kalo boleh berebut dgn anak....hehehehe).

Namun, syukur alhamdulillah...nikmat Allah kepada aku dan keluarga tidak ternilai. Andai kata ada masa yg kesempitan, bg aku...wajar kita renungkan masa yang kita sgt2 dilapangkan. Bersyukur itu lebih baik drp mengeluh. Bersyukur mengajar kita lebih menghargai.

Awat aku tiba2 ckp tentang bersyukur? Sebabnya? Biarlah rahsia. Cuma seandainya dia membaca...aku harap dia mengerti...bertahun mendengar sungutan demi sungutan yang lahir dr mulutnya sehinggalah dipenuhi baru2 ni permintaannya oleh pihak yg bertanggungjawab, aku pikirkan sungutan itu akan berakhir...tp diringi pula dgn..."alah mana cukup".

Kawan, bersyukurlah dgn apa yg kita ada. Mmg, hari ke hari keja kita mmg makin bertambah....naik atau tidak... keja tetap keja. Apakah hang lupa...keja juga satu ibadah? Sebagai kawan....aku sayang pada hang.
Aku akui, dgn ekonomi la...mmg suma org terasa sempit...tp kalo dibandingkan kita dgn operator2 kat bawah tu...rasanya kita masih baik kan?

Buat ingatan diri sendiri, setiap yg berlaku ada hikmahnya. Cuma cara kita menanganinya membantu kita mengharungi hidup. Setiap kehidupan ada masalahnya sendiri, cuma jangan kita bandingkan hidup kita dgn org yg lebih baik...cuba bandingkan hidup kita dgn orang yg lebih susah. Pasti kita akan mengerti akan erti bersyukur.

Insya-Allah....renung-renungkan la...

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Thanks, dear

I got new purse as a gift sbb kena tinggai...hehehehe...renyih sampai ke telinga.... lalalala
Thanks, dear. Love it so much.





1 yg aku suka abt anything from hubby, his choice is always unexpected. Not ordinary....he always have unique taste...love it.

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He's coming home...

After few days away from home, my dear hubby is coming home. Which is now in bus from KL. Cant wait to see him again, really miss him.

Jarang sekali ditinggalkan, make my world is really different. Kalo ada pun, not more than a day/night. But this time, 4 days 3 nights. House become very quite, left me and little hero...luckily I have the little hero. Sblm ni aku ja yg slalu tinggalkan dia, normally because of business trip...

Yang buat rasa semakin pelik bila anak keep asking, abah mana ibu? Awat abah pi keja x balik2? Adeh...
He now, even know to ask to call hubby and wanna talk to him. Feel like wanna cry. My boy already big now... no more a baby.

Will fetch my hubby and plan to have dinner together. 3 nights without him, 3 nights without dinner. Good not to have dinner but its not the real reason. The real reason is, donno what to eat...no mood...not feel like to eat alone.


p/s : miss u hubby...so much. I cant imagine feeling by not staying together for recent couple I knew, which need to separate because of job requirement and better earning. I dont want it to happen even in a dream.



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Sometimes...

Sometimes, when we reach at the level of frustration we tend to follow our emotion.



I faced a frustration and demotivated recently. Engaging into a new project is not bad. This isnt my first time having new project but yes for new customer.



How am I wanna to fix things which is wrong on the very beginning? Lack of experience, with misguidance and also neglected by supposed take care person on me, initially. Lead me to drowning. Only now I'm having full support, but it is already late. I am already sink in the ocean. But, I must thanks to Allah with the help.
Its better late than never.



Today, still get the screw and drill. No excused. The only thing is...RESULT. Demotivated and frustration... I can throw it away for now. But, I just keep myself to a rational mode. I dont want emotional mode ruin everything.

I am human being. I cant run from it. My hope for now, I want to close these both project for now and continue my life back.

So, Nurhijriah...pls learn from lesson. What I need and how to handle new customer??? Do take note, no one will help you when you're drowning...only yourself may help you. Keep remember that.


p/s : when you think abt emotional and frustration...you feel like wanna give a 24 hours resignation notice. But, it run away from problem...you'll never learn anything by keep running.

Now, how to fix things and continue doing right thing? Think and think...keep thinking...
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Maher zain- Alhamdulilah



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Maher Zain - Insha Allah | Insya Allah | ماهر زين - إن شاء الله



first time bila aku dgr lagu ni dulu...its make me cry dan insaf.

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MAHER ZAIN-Baraka_Allahu_LaKUMA



really love this song.

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Mickey Mouse Club House, Handy Manny, & Little Einsteins Fondant Birthda...



I wish I can make this birthday cake to my little hero when he turn 3 this march.
Let see if dreams come true...hehehehe...

All his favourite cartoon character is there... ^_^


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Berakhirnya satu cinta...

Semalam berakhirnya satu cinta, walaupun bukan kisah cinta kami berdua...mintak dijauhkan hilangnya rasa cinta di hati kami. Kami berdua mahu bersama selamanya, bahagia bersama. Tambahan pula, maulidur rasul bakal menjelang merupakan anniversary ke6 kami.

Aku titipkan hubby utk menemani sahabat baiknya melalui saat2 getir, kehilangan cinta selepas lebih 2 tahun memperjuangkan cintanya. Cinta yg kini hanya di pihaknya, gugur jua. Rasmilah sudah gelaran padanya. Moga Allah mempertemukannya dgn jodoh yang lebih baik di hari depan kerana dia lelaki yg baik.

Pesan kami berdua kepada, setiap yg berlaku pasti ada hikmahnya. Mungkin yg lebih baik sedang menantinya. Insya-Allah...

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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 Ep 03-5



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 Ep 03-4



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 Ep 03-3



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 Ep 03-2



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 Ep 03-1



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 ep 2-5



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 ep 2-4



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 ep 2-3



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 ep 2-2



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Files of Young Kindaichi 3 ep 2-1



Super fan of Kindaichi

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Faizal Tahir Hanyut - AJL 25 Final Persembahan Terbaik



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Awaiting dear hubby...

Mana la hubby sorang ni x sampai2 lagi...

Actually hari ni ada driver. Hubby hantar mai kerja and we had our breakfast together...pekena koteaw kerang kat Kelang Lama... so yummy...hehehe

Syoknya kalo hari2 ada org hantaq dan amik...hehehe

Hubby hantar sbb dia nk pi tukaq brake keta...brake dah huih...hehehe...
Dlm dok sibuk bila dia nak...dah sampai pun...cau cincau....
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Bila H3 jalan2...

Bila musim cuti skolah...dua H besaq mmg sibuk...jd terkontang kanting la H kecik...kesian H kecik kena main sorang2...hehehe...
Tp bila bukan musim cuti skolah, 2 H besaq x sibuk...masa ni la H kecik naik tocang...hehehhe...bila lagi ibu dgn abah nk melayan kan?

Mana llagi kalo bukan tempat feveret H kecik...playground...Taman Jubli Perak...

Operasi baru nk bermula

amboi...relax nampak...

1...2...3...go...



abang nk tgk uca....


tgk ja tau...




anak oii...bukan naik kot situ



superman


laicikang...abah punya
aiskacang ibu

anak isi minyak dgn dadih


3 bekas dadih dikerjakan anak...
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