Jiwa kacau

Serabut sungguh aku sehari dua ni. Bukan serabut baking, tp serabut dgn kerja kat opis ni. Byk melampau2 sampai aku rasa nk bungkuih laptop balik dok umah diam2, kunci pintu bilik...x mo jumpak sapa pun.

Since aku amik balik TEjeJAS ni....hidup aku amat2 terjejas. Byk sampah sarap nk clear dgn workload yg tiba2 menimbun. Jgn salahkan baking aku...sbb aku mana baking lagi minggu...weekend hr tu ja. Apada....

Nk buat keja opis sampai xdan nk menyawa...mengah ja rasanya. Letih sungguh22...tiap2 hari balik koi 8 mlm. X kira...hr ni nk balik awai gak...nk rehat. Dah la smlm x cukup tidoq sbb anak meragam sakit perut. Koi 2 pagi br lena. Puas lumoq minyak br dia nk lena...huhuhuh...sian tgk anak. Sib baik pastu dia tidoq lena sampai pagi...kalo dak...teruk lagi la aku.

Hari ni site pulak2 mcm2 kerenah...suma sbb aku cuti hr tu...ada yg tolong bekap (bkn bekap original) dan buat rule lain. Depa rasa senang dgn rule baru, terus x mo ikut rule aku dah. Ni yg lagi bykkan keja aku ni. Chedehnya....aku cuti raya ja pong....bkn poya2.

Merungut bukan boleh selesaikan masalah kan? Ok...wanna get back to real world and face the reality... let see what I can do to solve this problem. Lets work on it....

p/s : Jiwa kacau x kacau...br aku perasan...aku asik dgr set lagu yg sama ja...ulang2 spjg aku kat opis ni... ada la dlm 5 lagu ja...isk...isk....
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Adinda Kekanda...

Dua 3 hari ni Suria FM slalu dok pasang lagu ni...layan...mcm comel dan syok lak...hehehe

Jom layan...from Indie mp3download

Monoloque & Atilia - Kekanda Adinda


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Lirik:

P: Oh Kekanda jangan irihati, Dinda naik pangkat lagi..
L: Oh Adinda, Kanda mana dengki, malah Kanda support bini..

P: Jadi Dinda mahu mengambil masa
L: Tapi Kanda mahu segera,
P: Dinda ingin berjaya dalam kerjaya,
L: Tapi Kanda mahu cahaya mata,
P: Dinda belum bersedia,
L: Kanda dah beria ria,
P: Jadi yg mana satu?
P&L: Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

L: Oh Adinda, tolong jangan lekas curiga, lekas cemburu buta
P: Oh Kekanda, Dinda perlu berhati hati ,tak rela dikongsi,

P: Kanda kerja overtime, terlebih masa,
P: Itu yg Dinda harus berwaspada,
L : Ini semua demi masa depan keluarga,
P: Dengan Dinda atau sebaliknya?
L: Kanda kerja malam,
P: Dinda kerja siang,
L: Jadi bila nak bertemu?
P&L: Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

P: Oh adiwira, dewataku, mari ikut cara Dinda!
L: Oh Tun Teja, intan permata, mari ikut cara Kanda!
P&L: bagaimana? bagaimana kita nak selesaikannya?
apa keputusannya?
P: Oh Kekanda mari Nyawa, kita cuba komunikasi!
L: Oh Adinda mari Sayang, kita cuba toleransi!

Walau kita janji sehidup semati, kita berlainan,
L: Kanda polar kutub Utara,
P: Dinda kutub Selatan
P&L: Komunikasi, sikap toleransi! itu yg kita perlu,
P&L: Tak perlu bertengkar,
Tak perlu bermasam muka,

Walau kita sering dgn cara masing2,
P: Kanda yg Perdana,
L: Dinda yg Utama,
P: Kanda sgalaNya..
L: Dindalah Nyawa,
P&L: Kita tetap bahagia bila bersama sama
bahagia bersama,
bersama slamanya,
bahagia slama- lamanya!


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Why should I upset?

Actually today, bit upset with few people around looks like wanna find my error and try to point me to a wrong side. Anything I did, under their observation even they are not deserve to observe me. I really piss when I know. But after calm, I think about it...rationally.

I did not bother them and they are nothing to me. Without them or with them I'm not affected, so why should I care? They did not know me, they can observe but do not judge me. Who are you to judge people when you also not perfect?

So...MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS....!!!

I have my life so do you....SO JUST take care you own life.



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My Day...

Alhamdulillah...another day started even I still not finish my day yet. A very busy day but very meaningful to me. With a visit from families and I cooked myself....I really enjoy it.

Aku yg x pandai masak ni, dan slalunya kalo org mai umah...kalo x mak...mak mertua yg masak...kali ni aku nekad....I want a change. I've been married for 5 years...but I still cant cook if there is a big visit to my house. What a shame...huhuhu...

Pagi ni, pagi2 lagi dah ushar internet...apa la yg aku nk masak ni. 2 side dishes memang dah plan...kek carrot walnut dan rendang ayam. But main course tu blur2 lagi. Finally, I made mi kari. Sebabnya? Ayah, mak dan hubby suka makan mi kari. This is my first attempt try the recipe but its really good. I made it. Alhamdulillah. While cooking, I keep saying to myself.

Ya Allah, aku berniat baik untuk menjamu tetamu makan...permudahkanlah usaha aku. Amin.

And alhamdulillah...it went smooth. Cuma anak la byk akai...looking for attention. Mcm2 perangai dia buat. Lenkali la aku share pic...just a few...sbb busy....hehhe..x larat dah nak transfer pic ka apa ka....dok clear sket2...nk tidoq...2 hero tu dah hanyut. Sok la baru basuh...x byk dah....

Thanks to all yg keep giving me support and to all for the visit. Love you all.... ^_^

p/s : mak cakap...ayah tanya btoi ka aku masak...ayah takut adik pi beli mi kari kat idaman kasturi ka? hehehe
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hehehe

Full movie, kidnap dr youtube...siap upload masuk blog...wakakak...gila...gila...gila...
^_^
layan je la...kepala tengah mereng.
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JAB WE MET - FULL MOVIE - LAST PART 15 / 15



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JAB WE MET - FULL MOVIE - PART 2 / 15



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JAB WE MET - FULL MOVIE - PART 1 / 15

Aku dah ckpkan sblm ni, aku mmg dok gila movie ni...hahaha...




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Going home...

Baru nk kemas2 nk balik kerja. Hari ni terjejas sket, sbb kena amik balik tejas....huhuhu...

Tired...thinking of hot bath...bestnya....bubbye....going home...meet my heroes...
^_^

Hubby cakap, kat umah ujan lebat....

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Ujan lebat...

Baru balik makan. Nk balik awai...x le...ujan sgt2 lebat...dgn angin kuat dan guruh kilatnya...adusss...ngeri gak. Makan kat Azlimi (nama apa ntah kedai ni yg btoinya)...sudah ja makan...nk pi bayaq....ujan lebat selebat2nya. Lepak la dulu. Pastu mai lak angin kuat, abes terbang tudung meja.

Sereyau gila, sbb keliling tu byk pokok tinggi dgn atap zink. Berdoa sgt mintak dijauhkan semua2 yg x elok. Alhamdulillah, dkt 45minit terperangkap kat situ...ujan renyai....kami pun cargas balik.

^_^
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Jab We Met

Apahal lak tetiba hindustan ni? Adus...aku kena demam hindustan. Btoi ka ni? x caya? Caya la....hehehe. Aku pon kompius...awat jd lagu ni...uwaaaa...x sukanya.

Crita ni back to 2007...dah 3 tahun la weiii. Selama ni dah few times aku tgk crita ni...tp x pernah tgk dr mula. Paling awai aku tgk pon dah lebih setengah. Baru2 ni ada main lagi kat ZEE astro...tp kali ni lagi 5 minit nk abes.
X le tahan, weekend baru ni aku watch kat youtube dr mula sampai abes....puas hati aku...hahahah....

Aku suka crita ni pasai sweet ja...x la heavy... i loike...hahaha




Critanya...aku copy paste dr wiki ja...nk baca full...baca sini la no,

Synopsis

Aditya Kashyap (Shahid Kapoor), the son of a recently deceased famous industrialist, demoralized by his mother's public affair and subsequent departure, gets even more depressed after attending the marriage of the woman he loves to another man. Feeling ashamed to face the world, he walks out of the marriage gathering, boards a train in the night, and appears on the verge of committing suicide. While on board, he meets Geet Dhillon (Kareena Kapoor), a beautiful, talkative young woman who is leaving Mumbai to go to her hometown, Bathinda in Punjab.

Initially, Aditya finds Geet to be very irritating and every meeting becomes mental torture for him. She discloses big plans of eloping with her boyfriend Anshuman (Tarun Arora) as she fears resentment from her parents. Geet irritates Aditya to the point where he leaves the train. In trying to get him back on the train, she ends up missing it and finds herself stranded on a desolate station Badnagar with no luggage or money. Geet confronts Aditya and tells him that he is now responsible for getting her safely to her house in Punjab. Both of them begin an idyllic journey through the exuberant North Indian heartland, making their way via buses, taxis and camel-carts to reach her house. Aditya, through spending so much time with Geet, begins to feel good about life again.

On arrival, Geet's family (Pawan Malhotra, Dara Singh and Kiran Juneja) mistakes the two for lovers, but they quickly assure Geet's family that there is nothing of the sort going on between them. Aditya tells her family he is a musician to avoid being recognized as the famous industrialist, and her family accepts this. A few days later, Geet's family finds an old childhood friend of Geet's who wants to marry her. While he is there, Geet leads the suitor to believe he witnesses an intimate moment between her and Aditya and successfully dissuades him from following through on the match. Later that night, Geet runs from her home along with Aditya to marry Anshuman in Manali. However, Geet's sister finds them running away together and informs the entire family. They hurriedly make their escape, but this confirms the suspicion in Geet's family that they are lovers. The two escape to Manali and then part their separate ways.

Upon returning to Mumbai with a new conviction and positive outlook on life because of Geet's influence, Aditya guides his company to extreme success. Around nine months after his arrival, he launches a new product, a calling card named "Geet." Geet’s family sees this launch on TV and runs to Mumbai to meet Aditya. Aditya is shocked to hear that Geet has not returned home. He takes it upon himself to find her and return her to her family.

Aditya returns to Manali where he expects her to be with her new husband. He finds that Anshuman had turned her out to the streets and refused to marry her. After saying a few spiteful words to Anshuman for what he did, Aditya leaves to find Geet. He finally tracks her down in Shimla, a Himalayan town and is traumatized to see what she has become: a quiet, reserved, and miserable schoolteacher. Convincing her to face her circumstances, he manages to bring her back to normal life and things start to look up for her again. However, Anshuman arrives and exclaims that he has realized he was a jerk and tries to patch up their relationship.

Initially, Geet does not think she will accept his apology but Aditya pushes her to accept it and be with him even though he loves her too. All three then travel back to Bhatinda to bring Geet back and to announce that Geet and Anshuman are involved. Back in Bhatinda, the family again assumes that Geet and Aditya are together and, in all the confusion, there is no chance to right the family's misconceptions. While trying to clear the misconception, situations make Geet realize that she is in fact in love with Aditya, not Anshuman and, therefore, they get married and have two daughters.


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Hmm...

Hari ni malas tahap super. Mcm2 plan nk buat...tp sudahnya lepak dpn lappy ni...layan ular emas. No mmod la...malas la... letih la... mcm2 alasan dlm kepala otak ni. kain menimbun2 nk tunggu lipat dan sidai...boleh dok ralit lagi...isk...isk...

Jom layan pic anak...kidnap dr FB acik dia...ensem jugak anak aku ni ghupanya no (kalo mak dia yg x perasan sapa lagi nk kata anak aku ensem kan?) heheheh ^_^










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Takziah

Semalam aku share info about SLE. Balik keja smlm, pakndak bgtau...kawan baik Izati dah meninggal dunia. Al-Fatihah kepada beliau.

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Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE or Lupus)

Baru2 ni, Izati ada cerita pasai x-housemate dia di Kolej Komuniti skarang tenat di hospital sbb SLE. So hr ni, aku cuba search utk pahamkan apa SLE tu...sbg renungan...sbg ingatan...

So, aku nk sharekan kepada semua yg rapat dan dekat dgn aku...especially yg baca blog ni...walopun x ramai... tp ttp penting buat aku.

Original article...di sini ya....

Systemic Lupus Erythematosus
(SLE or Lupus)

Medical Author: William C. Shiel Jr., MD, FACP, FACR
Medical Editor: Melissa Conrad Stöppler, MD

Lupus Symptoms in Women

One Patient's Story

A husband describes his wife's battle with lupus.By Mr. D.R.
Medical Editor: William C. Shiel Jr., MD, FACP, FACR
So many people have had comments like, "I had no idea Susan was so sick." That was because Susan did not want anybody to know.

Because lupus is such a crafty disease and flies under the general public's radar, this is a good opportunity to clear things up.

Lupus is an autoimmune disease, not an infectious disease like HIV. People with lupus have an overactive immune system. The body's defenses actually attack healthy tissue. This has been happening to Susan for 30 years or more.

She was diagnosed around 1990, but she had symptoms way before then. Originally, the disease would manifest itself as flu-like symptoms for about three weeks out of every three months, with fatigue extending a month after every flare-up.

In 2000, lupus attacked her central nervous system and involved her brain. The original result of this new development was pain. From late in January 2000 until the day before she died, she was in pain. On the scale of 1 to 10, there was no day that she didn't feel pain on an 8 to 10 level. (With 10 being all-encompassing.)
Lupus attacked her lungs, causing shortness of breath, sleeping problems, and more pain in the form of pleurisy. In addition to Hashimoto's thyroiditis (causing cold extremities) and Sjogren's syndrome (extremely dry eyes) and a few more isms that I have forgotten, life was getting difficult.
Read on as Susan battles lupus »


What is lupus? What are the types of lupus?

Lupus is an autoimmune disease characterized by acute and chronic inflammation of various tissues of the body. Autoimmune diseases are illnesses that occur when the body's tissues are attacked by its own immune system. The immune system is a complex system within the body that is designed to fight infectious agents, such as bacteria and other foreign microbes. One of the ways that the immune system fights infections is by producing antibodies that bind to the microbes. People with lupus produce abnormal antibodies in their blood that target tissues within their own body rather than foreign infectious agents. Because the antibodies and accompanying cells of inflammation can affect tissues anywhere in the body, lupus has the potential to affect a variety of areas. Sometimes lupus can cause disease of the skin, heart, lungs, kidneys, joints, and/or nervous system. When only the skin is involved, the condition is called lupus dermatitis or cutaneous lupus erythematosus. A form of lupus dermatitis that can be isolated to the skin, without internal disease, is called discoid lupus. When internal organs are involved, the condition is referred to as systemic lupus erythematosus (SLE).

Both discoid and systemic lupus are more common in women than men (about eight times more common). The disease can affect all ages but most commonly begins from 20-45 years of age. Statistics demonstrate that lupus is somewhat more frequent in African Americans and people of Chinese and Japanese descent.

What causes lupus? Is it hereditary?

The precise reason for the abnormal autoimmunity that causes lupus is not known. Inherited genes, viruses, ultraviolet light, and certain medications may all play some role.

Genetic factors increase the tendency of developing autoimmune diseases, and autoimmune diseases such as lupus, rheumatoid arthritis, and autoimmune thyroid disorders are more common among relatives of people with lupus than the general population. Some scientists believe that the immune system in lupus is more easily stimulated by external factors like viruses or ultraviolet light. Sometimes, symptoms of lupus can be precipitated or aggravated by only a brief period of sun exposure.

It also is known that some women with SLE can experience worsening of their symptoms prior to their menstrual periods. This phenomenon, together with the female predominance of SLE, suggests that female hormones play an important role in the expression of SLE. This hormonal relationship is an active area of ongoing study by scientists.

More recently, research has demonstrated evidence that a key enzyme's failure to dispose of dying cells may contribute the development of SLE. The enzyme, DNase1, normally eliminates what is called "garbage DNA" and other cellular debris by chopping them into tiny fragments for easier disposal. Researchers turned off the DNase1 gene in mice. The mice appeared healthy at birth, but after six to eight months, the majority of mice without DNase1 showed signs of SLE. Thus, a genetic mutation in a gene that could disrupt the body's cellular waste disposal may be involved in the initiation of SLE.

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Raya 2010...part 2

Raya kedua, bermula dgn hubby pi psg khemah kat umah Kak Eila...utk majlis esoknya. Saja pi psg pagi sbb ptgnya nk pi raya...hehehe...dan aku amik kesempatan bakaq kek hantaran yg nk deliver esoknya.

Raya kedua, macam biasa, destinasi wajib setakat ni adalah rumah tok hubby di kota...sg deraka. Raya ke2 mmg hr berhimpun family hubby.


baju raya pun dah ilang...tinggai seluaq ja...
nk rabat pokok nyok ka?
tgk kawan2 dia...mana ada yg sama baya...x main la budak2 kecik ni...kwn dgn budak2 besaq ja...

dia paling kecik tp dia la kepala...hahaha
Qalesya yg sangat comel....
geram tgk mata dia...isk...isk...

puas dah buas...apa lagi...lena la...

Selalunya, kami antara paling lambat balik dr umah tok. Tapi kali ni kena balik awai sbb maksu ada buat bakaq sate kat umah makcik. Dalam awai2 pun kami boleh kata org last sampai umah makcik. Sib baik depa simpan sate...hehehe


tgk budak kicik tu...buat apa tu?
rancaknya kaum2 ibu gebang

tangkap apa? tangkap nyamuk ka?
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